well,i'm not too fond with life right now.i've lost many friends lately but i have gained some.my true friends are standing out and the umimportant ones are beginning to fall back into the shadows.i was broken up with on August 9th and I've been a mess since but luckily my true friends are picking me up after my fall.i'll put notes in another udate or something.

i've met a few new people that have really inspired me in to the me that i once was.ever since i moved to Upperman i began to quit drawing as much.and finally just stopped.but my friends Ivy,KT,and Shane have kind of gotten me back into the habit.and maybe i'll be less of a bitch after i get back into my artistic habits.i've been going back towards my nerdy,anime freakish,dweeby self.which i think is good.

if you knew me in mt.juliet and think i've changed since i've moved,please let me know.i think dating John may have been a big influence on that.i felt more of a need to be girly and cute.and i didn't try to be myself.so i might still be a little girlish but i'm definately aiming for my old,tomboy-ish,anime lovin self.Rioux,Ezri,and Yukimaru i'll keep in touch with you guys more often

...i need to post deviantions -.-'